it begins...

There are many things in this life that can cause stress. And for some of us a majority of these "things" don't even have to have any immediate impact, be it physical or mental, on us at all in the greater span of our lifetimes. And there are some that can shrug off the Worlds problems with ease. The point of this perticular post is to state simply, i am not one of those people. Ever sense I was a child, I've felt something other than selfishness. I've always had something inside me that has caused me to worry about much more than just my own personal struggles and curcumstances. Just for referance, the film Zeigeist: The Movie 2007 has re-awoken this inner consiousness, we can call it spiritual, side of me. I have had events in my life, at a very young age that caused me to, not just forget the situation, but completely disregard any knowledge I had currently retained at the time. I guess its called selective memory, for example it wasn't until taking figurative drawing class last semester at SUU that I remembered drawing superheros, while extremely simple, still being anotomically correct in elemetary school.

To make a long story short. I created this blog because I was tired of venting about, what most would consider SHIT, or even FAILbook material on good ol' FB. It could be called venting, it could be concidered sharing ideas and philosophies, in some situations. I just need a place to release my ideas, thoughts, feelings, dissapointments and such in a constructive manner. Read at your own risk. Thank you for your time, and goodnight, its beer o' clock!