I meet somebody this summer. And long story short I realized that I didn't expect to still be in a wheelchair at this point in my life. well to be honest I'm not even where or what I saw myself being at this age. I'm realizing that I've never really come to terms with my life in a wheelchair. But then I thought I'd actually be with the girl of my dreams at this point and so on. I never went through a depression after my accident cause I didn't think i'd be paralized for long, and now I think its just now hitting me. I've been feeling like shit for about a month now and I've been thinking so negative about myself and where am I that I'm about to make myself sick with resentment. I'm really depressed man, and I'm still trying to figure out how to take care of myself in my wheelchair. I still feel like a kid growing up.
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