why..

I'm bitter, because contrary to what I thought when I was younger, most girls don't wait for "the one" so to speak. But, all through middle, and high school, I did. I thought girls wanted the honorable, chivalrous guy with good intentions. I wish I would have gotten laid in high school before losing feeling in my dick. Its like a catch22. I've been with two women sense my accident, but I don't have any idea what it really feels like. Lets be honest, no matter how much you masterbate, its just not the same.
I feel like I'm just not wanted. Girls don't wait for the hopeless romantic, I guess they'd just rather "be fucked"
Chivalry isn't dead, its not in demand anymore. People don't care enough