scarred

at some point, when looking for love. When meeting somebody that, somehow, someway, that ex still has a place in there heart. You have to realize that, somehow the feelings and emotions your feeling, aren't all being fulling returned. There is that last part of there heart, you still can't have. One has to come to the conclusion that if it all seemed to happen at that one point, and now the emotions and expectations aren't being reciprocated, that it was either all lip service, and none of the actions and events meant anything. Or that simply only one person in the situation was truely feeling anything for the other.
I still don't know what to think anymore. Still don't know what to do. No idea, what to feel. Only thing I can't figure to do is kill the emotions and thoughts so they don't hurt as much anymore